Long time no write.

Not expecting that anyone will read this, I just wanted it out of my mind.

I've been feeling good lately, even though grandma died 3 weeks ago. It's hard, but i'm glad i have the right people supporting me. My head is a mess, i keep seeing her face gasping for air the last few seconds she was alive. Though i'm glad i was there when it happened. I will never forget the last minute when she widely opened her eyes and looked at us for the last time. The images i keep seeing in my head are not that fun though.

Well enough sadness.
Sorry i haven't drawn since forever, i just don't feel like it. My inspiration is gone. School is nice, i have great friends there and it's the first time i actually like going to school. I'm living with my boyfriend atm, which is nice because if i would have to live alone in grandma's old home i would keep thinking about her.

Hmm.. what else..

Oh yeah. I'm turning 18 in like 2 months, and i'm not sure if i'm that excited about it, but  ohh well. I'm happy with how my life turned out up untill now, or else i wouldn't be who i am right now.


Well, i have nothing to say anymore, DA is the only place i feel comfortable with posting this since no-one reads this anyway.

I may or may not do another update sometime, i'll see.
For now i feel relieved.
May delete.